Abstract Concept(ion)

I am the product of drunken sex, of parents that never knew love and a childhood laced with pain. Never a place to call home, my parent’s marriage quickly broken. Memories are all that remain. Forward moving, I build from the remains and find validation in the act of sex, never realizing that I am …

A Day In The Woods

A sunny day alone in the woods, I think of the time my father walked by my side. Down the trails we went, when I was just a boy. Time spent with my father, doing things men do together. Walking up the steep hills, jumping over fallen logs, stomping through mud. Laughing together and breaking …

music

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Odd Thought

His leg          l            e              a                n                  s                  against the chair next to him. He leaves it there,       using arms to propel him       to the counter       asking for ice. And I notice       his     shoes          do not match.

So many…

So many last kisses, too many goodbyes… Each one the last, “never again” I say as the door closes. As I moved out of our apartment Before I left for work one morning Dropping you off, after the abortion When I let you get your stuff out of storage In our home, begging for one …

Untitled

Oh, you foul little organ. How I loath you and yet love you all the same. My Jesus, my Judas; my savior and my betrayer. You have brought tears and screams with your vitiligo covered length, bathed in blood and innocent flesh. You have brought life into this world and have caused me to wish …

Changing Seasons

The winter of my happiness saw the frost penetrate to my core. Another season passing to mark another cycle of my life. It always goes this way though, doesn’t it? Spring gives birth and life, summer a time to celebrate and bask in the sunlight of bliss, as we wait for the inevitable coming of …

Storm Filled Sky

Tomorrow is never the day that I think it will be; I always wake up and the world keeps turning, people still draw breath and the questions are still there, waiting to be answered. For every beat of your heart, for every time you inhale, there is something left unsaid until the unspoken words fill …